I carried a love for you
which i believed was eternal.
I never wanted it to fade away,
as i would never think of that kind of day.
I respected you,
call it unhealthy if you please.
I put you above everyone,
to the point i would choose you
over the people who loved me more than you ever would.
Your nature was visible to everyone but me,
as i was blinded by time.
All the experiences we had shared
had vouched for you,
and i wish i had ignored them
and saw you for who you really were.
Someone who was using me
to feel better about them-self.